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Klein Sexual Orientation Grid

I scored an average of 3.1

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1

2

3

4

5

6

Heterosexual

Bisexual

Homosexual

Meaning

This result can also be related to the Kinsey Scale:


0 = exclusively heterosexual
1 = predominantly heterosexual, incidentally homosexual
2 = predominantly heterosexual, but more
than incidentally homosexual
3 = equally heterosexual and homosexual
4 = predominantly homosexual, but more than incidentally
heterosexual
5 = predominantly homosexual, incidentally heterosexual
6 = exclusively homosexual

Summary

The idea of this excercise is to understand exactly how dynamic a person's sexual orientation can be, as well as how fluid it can be over a person's lifespan. While a person's number of actual homo/heterosexual encounters may be easy to categorize, their actual orientation may be completely different. Simple labels like "homosexual", "heterosexual", and "bisexual" need not be the only three options available to us.

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Does anybody have sim3 to download I’ve been looking for it for ages and I’m useless with torrents.

P.S did Michaela Jackson just die?

When I was young. No. When I was younger I’m still young, the four walls of my bedroom felt cold and harsh. They would encompass and draw closer to me while I slept. I would scratch, claw and knife my way out of the suffocating pressure on my chest as my breaths became laboured.

I found the marks still on my wall

i just got back from the O2, the show was lush. i'm gonna see if i can get tickets for another day!!

Britney hot, she's back and she's still mimeing. loves it.

Such a good day!!! snow snow snow snow snow. Snow ball fights, snow men, snow angles in freaking london!!! i'm sooo cold right now i'm bule.

THIS IS HOME!!!!!!!!

SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so sorry this happened.

I am sorry that people lost rights today in your country. I cried for all those people who woke up today to a Country and a World that considers them and me a second class human.

There are people who hate me I have been aware of this all my life. There are people who view me as worthless and small. I hope you know that I love you all even if you do not feel the same towards me. I wish you no harm. No injustice. No pain. No discrimination. I hope you live a good and long life. We are all born equal. I would never wish you any malice of any kind.

I respect you.

I am a Black Bisexual Women every Right I have. Everything I am. We have fought for.

The Africans who fought for my Right to vote. I am grateful. For my Right to be safe. I am grateful. For my Right to be respected. I am grateful. For my Right to be treated equally. I am grateful. For my Right to choose to have children. I am grateful. For my Right to choose to marry. I am grateful. For my Right to choose to work. I am grateful. For all the Rights that I could not possibly list I am grateful.

Thank you for all you have given me. All you have scarified for all you have cried for; all the things that got your hands dirty and bloody thank you for not giving up in the belief that the world could be Just and Fair if we fight and work and try. I will never forget I will never take it for granted.

I promise.


The women who fought for my Right to vote. I am grateful. For my Right to be safe. I am grateful. For my Right to be respected. I am grateful. For my Right to be treated equally. I am grateful. For my Right to choose to have children. I am grateful. For my Right to choose to marry. I am grateful. For my Right to choose to work. I am grateful. For all the Right that I could not possibly list I am grateful.

Thank you for all you have given me. All you have scarified for all you have cried for all the things that got your hands dirty and bloody thank you for not giving up in the belief that the world could be Just and Fair if we fight and work and try. I will never forget I will never take it for granted.

I promise.

I have all that I have because they didn’t shut up. I will not shut up I will not be silenced the world will change I will make it change we will make it change the future will be grateful to us. They will live a world that is better we will make that world better and we will make today better.

It is a sad day today.

It will change because I believe. I believe that you will not stand for anything different.

Feel sad today and feel and hurt feel pain and anger we need it we will use it and we will turn it into action. We will show compassion to those who do not do the same to us. We will demand equality and we will get it.

The fight is not over.

We cannot not be silenced.

I feel so lonely, I’ve been at UNI for about two weeks now and I’m not making any friends. I feel like I forgot how to; my roommates don’t seem to like me much, I feel like the annoying clingy girl that is always there but no one really wants to hang out with. I’ve never felt so FAT in my life. I miss home and my bed and my mum so much I’ve spent most of the day locked up in my room crying. I just wish I had a friend to talk to.

I’m so alone here and far from home and all the tiny bits of confidence I built up around myself seem to be crumbling slowly

VMA’s

I just saw the Video Music Awards and I really can’t see what the big deal is about so he made fun of Bush so what. Making fun of the President of a Country isn’t the same as making fun of the Country, he’s right Bush is a r*****d monkey. And I’m so sick of the implication that American politics don’t affect people the rest of the world, England economy took a nose dive because we were so heavily invested in America and we’ve lost love ones and are still losing loved ones in the illegal war that our d*ckless ex Prime Minister and Bush got us into. We completely have a right to comment.

As for the whole Jonas Brothers thing it was a little mean but blown way out of proportion by Jordan Sparks who was way more offensive than anything Russell Brand said. If you chose to be a virgin till marriage that’s up to you but everyone who chooses a different path is not a slut who the hell gave her the right to tell me that if I chose to have sex before marriage that makes me a slut. I’m in charge of my body if and when I have sex it is my decision she is not my morale compass and she has no right to call me or anyone else a slut. Russell should not have been made to apologize why would you get someone who is known to be controversial when your just gonna try and censor him. Hire someone whose safe if that what you want, not someone who’s already been banned from MTV in the UK.

I Thought Russell was quite funny would have been better if there was an actual audience inside rather that just the celebs.


Better than last year anyway.

I was in all day waiting for a delivery all day today only to get a call at 5 that they were going to come by tomorrow. But I did manage to get some much needed house cleaning done which was Great sense the sarcasm.

Oh and my microwave blow up that was pretty cool.

What a crazy fun life I lead…

HA HA HA AH AHA HA AH HAHAHA I LOVE IT CAUSE HE LOOKS STUPID

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(I stole this picture)



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I’ve been asleep for many hours and I didn’t even take any sleeping pills. Life is so good.

Here a picture to show my joy.





Ahh bob how i love thu.

My head is pounding. The light blub in my room just blew and we don’t have any more in the house. So I’ve been sitting in the dark all night with a torch pretending I’m in some kind of murder mystery; I think its Lord Wicker with a knife in the library. My insomnia is getting pretty bad I haven’t slept for about four days now it’s starting to make me really mean. I think I’m just gonna take the sleeping pills my mum got me and admit defeat.

Brendon and Travis needs to be written, I can’t do it I’m a shity arse writer I wish someone would write it for me.



This is all I’ve got...



Brendon doesn’t know Travis; not in any real way. He knows him in that superficial way you know famous people, not quite as superficial as he knows…say Beyoncé but his not gonna be confessing any deep dark secrets to him any time soon. Travis is a good friend of a couple of good friends and that about it. So you can imagine his surprise when Travis shows up at his door at four in the morning with a large bright neon green duffle bag and a box of Lucky Charms.

‘‘Umm hi?’’ Brendon says standing at the door and looking on at Travis fidgeting with the straps of his bag.
‘‘Hay, um can I come in,’’ he smiles his strange giant crooked smile and Brendon steps aside, pushing his door open wider.
‘‘Umm I’m going back to bed.’’
‘‘Ok.’’
‘‘The living room is the first door on the left.’’
“Thanks!”

Brendon watches as Travis makes his way into the living room and thinks about following him, finding out what he’s doing here and why his chose Brendon’s place. But he really can’t be arsed, so he turns back towards his bedroom and figures he’ll deal with it in the morning.




I know what happens next I just can’t write it :(

just because... *____*


i've been writng random stuff out of fandom, here something i quite like that i wrote.


It’s kind of like Holden and that stupid red hunting hat, like a security blanket to keep him safe from all that harshness that the world has to offer. It doesn’t though just like Holden I guess; keep him safe that is. Because the harshness is part of it, it’s part of the story it’s the point of the story because you’re not meant to stay safe form the bad and the sad and the cold that wouldn’t make a very good story. We have to make a very good story otherwise what’s the point. I’m going to let him tell you after all it’s his story its only fair.
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It’s not my story or at least it’s not only my story, she just wants me to tell it cause she doesn’t know how it starts, well she knows how it starts with her but she doesn’t really know how it starts, I’m Craige by the way I’m not gonna introduce her cause I wanna start from the beginning and she not in it yet.

I’m going to try and write a drabble a day, feel free to request or prompt I feel like I need to be creative. (P.S How do you make cuts, I really have no idea)






Pairing: Gen
Rating: PG-15
Summary: Drabble, no beta mistakes are mine (the differences between Ryan and Brendon.)
Disclaimer: Clearly not mine – I wish though
Word count: 170

If Brendon was in the least bit like Ryan he would be able to set this scene in perfect metaphor. He would be able to portray the way the light hits the floor; the rain failing over head; how an hour ago the world went from bight Technicolor to a dusty murky gray. But Brendon is nothing like Ryan he can’t find the words to make simple, throbbing moments beautiful. He can’t be so far removed from it, to just observe, explain and illustrate. Brendon needs the contact, the moments driven by emotion the pain, the misery the fury the resentment; the things to messy for Ryan to completely give himself to, he needs to scream and bawl and just get lost in the now. He doesn’t have time for explaining and definitely no time for sharing. He’s more selfish than Ryan. Brendon doesn’t care though Ryan is selfish a different way it’s softer and moderate but it there bubbling and hidden just under the surface not from Brendon though.


The End


Here's a picture because i love him. ;)

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Wow good episode!!!!!!!!!!

This says love to me. I'm not sure why; makes me smile though.

Doctor who just scared the living daylight out of me, seriously my hand is still shaking. Next week looks sooooooooooooooooo good.

ROSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The thing with Travis or at least one of the many things with Travis is that he is so fucking big. Brendon thinks about this a lot, he thinks about his big hands and his giant feet and his long, long, long legs. It’s one of the many things he is thinking about as his back hits the wall, and Travis stands between his legs kissing his neck.

‘‘God you’re so pretty,’’ Brendon whimpers at the sound of Travis’s voice against his neck.

‘‘So, so pretty.’’ Brendon whimpers again

‘‘Wanted you for so long,’’ Brendon reaches up to pull him in for a kiss but Travis takes a step and looks at Brendon; craning his neck panting. He flips Brendon on his front and presses against his back.

‘‘You have no idea do you? I’m gonna hold you down.’’ Brendon’s breath catches;

‘‘you like that,’’ Brendon nods his head and shudders,

‘‘so much I wanna do to you,’’ Brendon puts his hands in front of him on the wall and pushes back.

‘‘Tell me-’’

Panic at the disco

New album spent all last night listening to it fount to back. I love it! Its spring and summer and all the best parts of this time of year; this album makes me want to run though fields in a long yellow dress, flowers in my hair, thoughts of best friends and the end of school for another year.

I guess it feels like there’s a link missing I feel like this is the third maybe fourth album, it’s so ambitious and different that people who attached themselves heavily to the last album may find it hard to understand the leap the change without the warning or preparation.

I like the songs and that all I’ve ever asked of an album or a band.

A Box of Racist Crayons?


All racist are disgusting maggots of societal decay
No matter what color they display
White, Black, Red, Yellow....
Crayons come in every color
Just like racist
Their color is of little consequence
Their actions are green while all
Blood is red
All bone is white
All skin is thin
And everything else is pink inside the lines




Ted Sheridan


(I wish I could find the words myself and not have to steal thoughts and words form better thinkers.

It is hard to feel anything but intense bitter hate for the people that make me feel small and dirty because of the colour of my skin.
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Your results:
You are Dark Phoenix

Dark Phoenix 67% Apocalypse 66% Mystique 62% Dr. Doom 58% Poison Ivy 56% The Joker 55% Lex Luthor 50% Juggernaut 50% Mr. Freeze 49% Venom 47% Catwoman 44% Magneto 42% Two-Face 42% Kingpin 39% Riddler 28% Green Goblin 18%

A prime example of emotional extremes: Passion and fury incarnate.

Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone


W. H. Auden

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.



i needed to be sad. for drama class and this just got me right there so perfect

i have to say that i am loving Robin Hood right now and it's so slashy can't wait for more.

well thats all from me

Just watched Extra’s the one with Daniel Radcliffe so funny… I almost wet my self so excruciatingly fantastic


Link if you’re interested


http://www.bbc.co.uk/bbctwo/programmes/?id=extras

Don’t know if it works in another countries but Britain

i've been mean to start this jouranl for a while now and i'm just comm to it.

lots of diffrent kinds of fanfiction :

queer as folk

qaf rps

smallvile

harry potter

the L word

And i hope to write some fics soon (new to fandom)but i need a BETA so if anyone wants to massage me back...


:-.)


goodbye from me.